Thanks Giving =)

-Welcome to my life -

Sorry I am not as rich as you. Sorry my skin is not as flawless as yours. Sorry I don't have a bunch of chicks around me. Sorry I have friends that actually care about me. Actually never mind I am not sorry. I'm sorry for you, yes, you heard it right. Hmph! But still, i would like to thank all those bastards for keeping me in their mind. Oh, I'm sorry. I forgot I only exist when you NEED something from me, right? Remember, "Appearance blinds, whereas deeds reveal."

Still, no issues bozo, I am so proud for the fact that I am not YOU! :)
And remember one things, For not even a single fuck was given, just the same, not even a single flying fuck would be given EVER!! Caus IDGAF to any fuckin' thing. That is what keeps me away from uninvited troubles and mood swings. So, go ahead do any thing you want, so that i could give it a flying fuck just once, and shut your mouth and fuck you up; or STFU!

Life ain't monotonous anymore. It's full of colors, for I've been slogging my arse off to give it that, right? i deserve a lot, though i ain't a deal. And i think I'm getting it, for time is the constraint. Never-mind!  I would run a mile to get things done. Maybe i was all knocked-up when i started, earlier. Now, it'll be a knock-out for you, bitch.
So, i thank all of you again, for all those words that use to prick, twinge, tear me apart. And that has made me more strong, which i was, but not this much, for what i have become after what you did to me. Thanks a ton.

You got no clue, how royally I'm gonna screw. One day I'mma be there, you can do nothing but stare. If life's a bitch, I'll be a dog. Fuck it till it asks for more. The anxiousness is gone, lying somewhere in deep shit hole. The zeal and hard-work was always there, in-fact its still there, the zeal to be a veteran, rest I fucking don't care. Cause one fuckin day, I am gonna RULE! And you know what keeps me going and hitting every other thing hard, YOU bastards. So, I'm again very much thankful to you.

"I do it because I can, I can because I want to, I want to because you said I couldn't."
For every fucking you knock me down, i will rise more than what you can Imagine. And i totally love this feeling.

One last thing, out of hatred, after all I'm a human, like you all are. Lemme be a bit harsh, i apologize for that. For now I've understood that God has blessed you with scum instead of grey matter. I don't blame you for being so prosaic and monotonous. I totally understand that it's a challenge for you to try - Someone, Something new; that be the reason you always mess with the one who wouldn't bitch slap you. And i wouldn't want to make it more tough for you by - Coming back. I know it'd be mortifying for you, if i do get down to your level. So, lets not do that.

And with the power vested in me, i now pronounce you, faggots and chutiyaas, you may now kiss my (__|__).

Amen!
- Maahi :)

[Effect]-[YOU]-ating (:Effectuating:)

There're times when you're stuck, going through a very arduous time, hazy & need to walk a mile. You got options, but you still decide not to choose, but go on your own. That's the time when you've learned to be independent. Be happy that you're now ready to face the challenges in life & are not dependin' on ANYONE, for ANYTHING. =)

If everyone would look for that uniqueness then we would have a very colorful world. Now, i can proudly sat that I am definitely a person of color. The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts. I believe, Imagination is more important than knowledge.

In my shoes, just to see,

what it's like, to be me.

All be u, lets trade shoes,

Just to see what It'd be like to,

Feel your pain, u feel mine,

go inside each others mind.

Just to see what we find,

Look at shit through each others eyes.

I can still go on and keep on ranting bout it.  It's never ending. And the emotions form a precipice, which ain't good. One fall from there and i'd be left with nothing but futility. Like i said, i've seen the whole gamut of human emotion. It's just not stable and yeah of-course a credible threat. =)

Haha! I should go get some sleep now. After a very long time, i felt like writing something on my blog. I think, i should do it more often now (Hope i get time to)

Good Night. Adieu! =)

-PEACE-

Today...

I gotta feeling...

All i wanna do is find a way back into love,

i can't make it through without a way back into love.

..... and if i open my heart again,

Wish there wouldn't be PAIN (:

-Maahi :)*

NUMB!

Everyone is. Not 'ME'.

Only if i could tell..

I have been experiencing things, which i never thought, would ever happen to me. But, it's life.

Expect the unexpected. ANYTHING can happen ANYTIME. It isn't in your control. Wish it was in my hands (:

Twinges of pain.

At the end of day. I feel so NUMB. Somewhere deep inside i feel VERY sick, for what's happening with me.  Unrecognizably battered life. Don't no what's next? what is going to happen, tried lot to get over it. But, it's not in my control anymore. And is largely futile.

And lot, which i cannot tell.

Will there be an end to this inception?

Hope SOON! Or some day it may..................

This blog is gonna turn into a DIARY. And would be updated more often. As, i love to be here. So, may be this way, i may feel bit better (:

Cheers! :)

Lucifer rises. YET AGAIN!!!

Thou art a heartless lying jade, 

With honeyed words thou cozened me

Thou didn't though one promise keep.

A cause to me of misery.

The beauty so ensorcelled me

That I could see no fault or flaw

because I did not wish to see.

Now I am wiser than before, 

I see beneath thy bright facade

and understand how false thou art

A lesson learnt, though it was hard

I should have known right from the start

I wanted so much to believe

that I was easy to -Deceive-

Drowned. Stuck between heart and mind.

Hurt due to opprobirum nature, it chrips.

ENOUGH!! Stop being a JERK.

Why do you have to care,

when others dont give a fuck?

Move on and fuck the world it says.

But first,you need to be strong at the base.

Buckle up. Raise yourself to new level.

New start. New lesson.

A new life awaiting for you, so pure.

Never trust & Fuck up. Make sure.

Renew yourself to a better version,

to Version 2.0. a better YOU this time.

Tear the darkness and reach the sky.

Earn yourself a place. Furnish with a new disguise

for your own sake,you need to RISE.

So..gettin through the propinquity for a better tomorrow.

666 breaks and LUCIFER RISES. AGAIN!!

-Maahi :)*

...

*Hibernated*

Will be back soon. Gonna miss this place (:

- Maahi :)*

Cool breeze...

Woke up & got into warmers, 
Stepped out,
felt like i'm walking on a cold sea shore.

The breeze here was never so cold before.
The wind cheater & sweater is too less,
I need some more.

The breath of the wind
Gently weaving through the trees

Bending the reeds & grasses
Whispering across waters

Shaping the clouds above
Carrying the birds aloft

Swirling song through space
Time stands still

A peaceful respite
Cool breeze, so quiet.

~ Quivers ~


Love the weather. But, it's killing. So effing cold. Wonder, Delhi waalon kya haal kya hoga ? 
~ Sighs.


Morning <3


-Maahi :)*