Me! The big freak.

How do you feel, when your love appeal & say we never loved, we actually were in a deal ?
Then how do you feel, when your wounds kept unhealed, you go on, on your kneel, eyes are closed,reality exposed
& you see what was supposed, she never loved you, she says it was imposed.

Gone are the prayers you break down in tears, you lost treasury shares.
The world seems dead, you literally loved, you were not the man of affairs,
yo ain't gonna live anymore. Now, life is a whore which can be bought anytime as it's put in a store.
You smoke weed, drink more, remembering the game, she played, lying on the floor.
Your head is in mess, unable to express!
Was your love in excess ?
Damn, who says god bless ?

You need to stand, you get it.
Your life in your hands, you get it.
Everything was planned, you get it.


Blessing were meant for you, everyone seems strange and you're lonely and blue.
Life's so worse, when you're living with a curse, you ain't human being jerk, don't even think of reimburse.
Why you feel so shy ? cry, if you wanna cry.
Why you wanna confess ? why your head in a mess ? unable to express,
whom you wanna confess to ?
do you still believe in god ?
Damn who says god bless.
The lesson is learnt, emotion is burnt, feelings are dying, don't waste life crying.
Nobody to hold you, life's a truth blunt...

You need to stand, you get it.
Your life in your hands, you get it.
Everything was planned, you get it.

Now, live your life the way you want, dare if you get scared you made to haunt,
What is in you, you yourself need to seek, kill the brain, let the mourn drain.
You need to climb the peak.
You have to let yourself speak,
you're the geek, that is your streak.
You're the freak, you're unique.


This what the inner me says to....
Me! The big freak.


-Maahi :)*