Cool breeze...

Woke up & got into warmers, 
Stepped out,
felt like i'm walking on a cold sea shore.

The breeze here was never so cold before.
The wind cheater & sweater is too less,
I need some more.

The breath of the wind
Gently weaving through the trees

Bending the reeds & grasses
Whispering across waters

Shaping the clouds above
Carrying the birds aloft

Swirling song through space
Time stands still

A peaceful respite
Cool breeze, so quiet.

~ Quivers ~


Love the weather. But, it's killing. So effing cold. Wonder, Delhi waalon kya haal kya hoga ? 
~ Sighs.


Morning <3


-Maahi :)*

Bye-Bye. 20. It's my 21st Birthday

To call me a 20 year old
This is the last day
I’d better enjoy the company of my age to the fullest
Cause tomorrow’s my 21st birthday
I have waited so so long
Now I am just 10 minutes from the day
I can’t believe I’m getting so close to
Tomorrow, my 21st birthday
Since its not my birthday today, 
I don’t have much to say
But today’s my birthday eve and
Tomorrow’s my 21st birthday
I don't want any gifts or anything as such
All i need is parent's blessing,
& friends' love & hug. That's too much.
Which makes my eyes sparkle in the sun’s rays
Gonna add life to my days.
I hope nobody forgets that
Tomorrow’s my 21st birthday! 




I'm nuts, i know that.
Ma be you've neva seen someone who writes poem for his own birthday.LOL!


*All Excited*


Expecting a great year ahead.
Hope everything'll be fine this year,
god, please bless me to get off the fear.
The fear i've inside, deep in my heart.


Nyte Nyt !

<3

-Maahi :)*

Guy's forte ;)

Naaah! I was just talkin to her. What do you think ?
Be sure on me that for your heart will never shrink.
I have got to go because that girl has called upon me,
I am very honest to you always, see ?


She asked " Though, why is that i can't believe you much' ?
I sad, "Don't crack your heart, for things like such".
She giggled and said "Oh my! You're damn good and sweet'
While i was thinking bout' other girls' heat.


I left first and reached to the second
When she was waiting with an unseen face, and i was little chickened..
I slowly took out my shades and put it on just to hide my fear.
And i went in, with a swagger and lied.
" I was waiting for you there, dear. On the other side".


After our cup of coffee rolled down, my First saw me passing by..
And came in with fury and heart full of cry..
Grumpy, fuming, when i hesitated to stand up.
She banged on the table and hurled the cup.


My "Second" as what my "First" had thought.
But she asked "Do you really love me or Not" ?
Oh, God! It took so long for me to explain her that the other was my cousin.
And i was talkin bout' our love with her..
Then slowly i fled teh scene leaving my high-leveled gesture.

P.S. Hyderabadis' have this sad habit of explaining things by moving hands to explain something. 

LOL!



-Maahi :)*

*Hurt*

 Couldn't think of an appropriate title. Suggestions are welcome :)*

Happiness is always short, it goes suddenly. .
Do not know, not a know, they rushed into going. .
Perhaps the original was a mistake.
Eyes open and see the reality, that is the only one thing
I'm too dumb and cannot not recognize the real.
battered life, largely futile.

May not always be eternal, but I believe the obsession,
Had intended the courage to leave and it is still not done.
You are the first to the first step, thank you. .
If I used a unique, do not tell me you do not want to regret it and come back.
Because of that moment, I really believe it.

I set a decision to treat a person will not be true. .
You will be the last, instead of letting you hurt, let me go to hurt others. .
After all, I choose to leave to live up my mind
Rest assured, we will not....

Tried without tears, how ? Flow is more than what it is, mad. . ?
It seems my side to sleep late, but also onto the platform of the. .
I disregard any and all, and thus degrades yourself.
Because torture is better than me, so I will not dumb down!
So that I bitterly bitterly bitterly awake !!

God, are we going to grow, it must be the wounds of injured barrier ? barrier it, Necessary?
I do not retain, to know thhe surface of sweet, is false. .
But I'm glad that you had to seriously. At least I know no wrong. .
Even if you make me feel better but, also a well-intentioned the lies.
To me, you’re still the best, thank you.
although, knowing that this is not fate, but I believe somewhat likely.

Badly hurt withdrawal at the end, give me sad.
Let me cry, because this is the way I choose. .
Do not pity me....Not necessary.
You will not be touched, it will not look back. .
From that day to see you, peace of mind, to sleep happily with a smile.
I know that time is running out. . Sometimes I will watch you fall asleep, silently crying.
Because to know what you want, you're wrong person. .

But, you know, he will not give up, his patience is more than you imagine.
he will love you, but can only hide.
So, be it...

-Maahi :)*

I'll Rise.

I've been beaten down, and thrown around.
Literally and mentally.
BUT...
Still I rise.


I've been torn from the inside out,
leaving me with little to no hope or feelings or worthiness.
Yet, I still rise.


I've been told my wishes will never come true.
I've been told that I cannot be a "Veteran"
I can only be a "Looser"
And thats what hurts the most.
How the heck am i supposed to deal with this pain ?
Everything i do, goes in vain.


But guess what?
I still rise.


I've rosen from my lowest point,
in my darkest hours to the sunshine and the butterflies.


Cause no matter what happens,
I WILL ALWAYS RISE. \m/


- Maahi :)*

LIE !

Well, unfortunately, 
Sometimes the truth makes everything else seem like a lie. 


One Lie & everything's gone,
Like forever & leaves you down.
in your face questions galore.


"If a broken heart Needs a mend, I'll be right there To the end"
That's what you said.
But now, you broke me,
how am i supposed to deal with it ? 


I've been beaten down, & thrown around.
Literally & mentally.


BUT...Still I rise.


- Maahi :)*

Me! The big freak.

How do you feel, when your love appeal & say we never loved, we actually were in a deal ?
Then how do you feel, when your wounds kept unhealed, you go on, on your kneel, eyes are closed,reality exposed
& you see what was supposed, she never loved you, she says it was imposed.

Gone are the prayers you break down in tears, you lost treasury shares.
The world seems dead, you literally loved, you were not the man of affairs,
yo ain't gonna live anymore. Now, life is a whore which can be bought anytime as it's put in a store.
You smoke weed, drink more, remembering the game, she played, lying on the floor.
Your head is in mess, unable to express!
Was your love in excess ?
Damn, who says god bless ?

You need to stand, you get it.
Your life in your hands, you get it.
Everything was planned, you get it.


Blessing were meant for you, everyone seems strange and you're lonely and blue.
Life's so worse, when you're living with a curse, you ain't human being jerk, don't even think of reimburse.
Why you feel so shy ? cry, if you wanna cry.
Why you wanna confess ? why your head in a mess ? unable to express,
whom you wanna confess to ?
do you still believe in god ?
Damn who says god bless.
The lesson is learnt, emotion is burnt, feelings are dying, don't waste life crying.
Nobody to hold you, life's a truth blunt...

You need to stand, you get it.
Your life in your hands, you get it.
Everything was planned, you get it.

Now, live your life the way you want, dare if you get scared you made to haunt,
What is in you, you yourself need to seek, kill the brain, let the mourn drain.
You need to climb the peak.
You have to let yourself speak,
you're the geek, that is your streak.
You're the freak, you're unique.


This what the inner me says to....
Me! The big freak.


-Maahi :)*

Lucifier rises.

As i move, the myriad follows,
beatitude from shell, deep inside,
the night darkness settle down,
pen in hand,a scrambled paper,
silence runs hard, barks out,
loneliness or strangeness through creeps,
majestic moment the angels see,
hurt due to opprobrium nature,
not a maverick neither a prodigy,
just written when wind whistles,
on a cold November night inside quilt,
here now, it's my blog.
more talent, more disguises,
the barrier of thoughts break
& lucifier rises.


-Maahi :)*